sometimes i really do regret stuffs i do.
like choosing commonwealth as my school,
being in two five,
joining band,
choosing the oboe section,
and many other stuff lah.

but think about it,
what's there to be sad about,
when there's so much more to be happy about.


if i never came to commonwealth,
if i was never in two five, or'd rather one five`05,
i would never have met this great bunch of friends,
i would never know how much fun fun really is,
and i would have never experienced being in such a wonderful, and sort of very united class.

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if i was never in two five, okay, onefive`05,
there would never have been bonker`dds,
there would never have been BAs,
there would never have been words like
"gorrila", "er li", etc etc.

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and if i never came to commonwealth,
i don't think i'll ever be in band.
and if i never joined the band,
i wouldn't get to know so many people,
who've becoming a really important part of my life.
no i'm not good at such words.
just the sudden thoughts.

if i never joined band,
i'd never know what the hell is an oboe,
and i'd never know liying.
frankly, she's taught me a lot of stuff, a lot.
and all the stuff i've experienced in band,
i guess nobody else would ever know how it feels like.

i remember a time in sec 1,
where i really hated myself for choosing the oboe section to be in.


why?
because i see the other sections,
so many of them, they can even form a soccer team.
they play, they scream, they shout, they go crazy.
its not like i don't have fun with liying,
but when she's not around,
i'll just end up sitting there alone.

haha.
but come to think about it now,
those are just so stupid thoughts.
they're my friends too.
so in the end, we all just play together too. (:


and once i felt that i was drifting away from my friends,
because i always went down to practise on my oboe,
i don't go out with my friends,
i don't spend time crapping in class with them,
i just like totally cut off from their worlds.

then i found out,
i actually spend a lot of time with them already.
count the hours we spend together in class,
and the hours i spend in band,
about the same lah.
and what's more,
i made a whole bunch of friends in band. (:

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if i never joined band,
i would have never experienced junior band fest,
i would never have played at a concert,
i would never have gone for muse festival,
i would never have been in ypsb,
i would never played my ocean solo so many times,
i would never have got to know so many friends,
i would never get to cheer for my junior at his jbf,
i would never known wth is being responsible,
i would never have put in so much effort into something.

i would never have all these.

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so what's more left to say?
人生不过如此嘛。
be contented.
don't complain.


(:

i don't know what's my problem but,
thank you to everyone who's played a part in my life.



okay i sound like i'm gonna die.
don't worry, you won't be attending my funeral that soon.